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Monday, June 15, 2009
Once in a life- feel the pain of love
Wether its pain or gain from love , at least once in a life u would feel the love...for some one they would get love very easily and for some one they wont.......
I started my love as like all the lovers....i should say love at first sight. There are so many reasons to love.I discussed ever reason with her.Curly wurly things happened in my life after this proposal. Some times i think she is mine and some times not ..... my heart doing somersault moments.As i said some would get gain....yes lucky person like me ......but my gain is different.That is gaining a strength when u loose ur love...
Thursday, March 26, 2009
A foolish love story
Yesterday it was sunny and windy too........thats unusaul in Ireland.Every one enjoying the weather having sweat up on their skin. I was heading to the home suddenly a gil was passing infront of me.....attracted me a lot especially her eye lashes which resembles my best frn.Went back to engineering days,.......
I just finshed my cricket practice and heading to the hostle......suddenly i got a call from my friend and he offered me to watch the movie with his frns.I went there. one of his frn....i still remember that first look she is lovely.Her eye lashes were payed me attention up on her.We became frn as we are having same attitude..........Day by day my relation with her changed completely. i jotted her name in my heart.I enjoyed every moment with her.
It was during vijaya dasami, went home. Enjoyed a lot.Before finishing my holidays one situation happened...that situation changed my entire life.... ......my brother in law just married a gil against to the parents will....they didnt agree ....so he went out side from the home.My father ,he never bother abt this type of situations but my mother she just scared ........she thought that hari was also goin to do the same thing.On that night my parents were discussing abt that situation and my life.......they thought that i was sleeping.but i came from my bed room to drink water.....i recognised the situation and was listening from a side.dad was saying to my mom ....."listen eswari......we never know abt the future ,dont worry hari never do wrong."By listening that i dont know wat to do...I saw the end of my love before i would begun.went back to college ...at the time of lunch she came to my class and she was talking with me....but my words were not coming from the bottom of the heart........she got me that something wrong from my side.... ..she stepped out from that place. days passed ,since 8 days we never had any conversation ........suddenly on nov 19th she came to me and proposed me........i dont know wat to do..........i just said "dont go further ....end this topic as i am not interested". First time i saw a women crying infront of me....She tried to convence me a lot ............but i said no .....ofcourse i knew that word didnt come from my heart...but she doesnt know that.......i was like a villan in that situation..........but i was helpless.....Thats a foolish behaviour from my side. She said " U would face this situation in you life and that pains u a lot".............thats happend to me as her love is true.
I just finshed my cricket practice and heading to the hostle......suddenly i got a call from my friend and he offered me to watch the movie with his frns.I went there. one of his frn....i still remember that first look she is lovely.Her eye lashes were payed me attention up on her.We became frn as we are having same attitude..........Day by day my relation with her changed completely. i jotted her name in my heart.I enjoyed every moment with her.
It was during vijaya dasami, went home. Enjoyed a lot.Before finishing my holidays one situation happened...that situation changed my entire life.... ......my brother in law just married a gil against to the parents will....they didnt agree ....so he went out side from the home.My father ,he never bother abt this type of situations but my mother she just scared ........she thought that hari was also goin to do the same thing.On that night my parents were discussing abt that situation and my life.......they thought that i was sleeping.but i came from my bed room to drink water.....i recognised the situation and was listening from a side.dad was saying to my mom ....."listen eswari......we never know abt the future ,dont worry hari never do wrong."By listening that i dont know wat to do...I saw the end of my love before i would begun.went back to college ...at the time of lunch she came to my class and she was talking with me....but my words were not coming from the bottom of the heart........she got me that something wrong from my side.... ..she stepped out from that place. days passed ,since 8 days we never had any conversation ........suddenly on nov 19th she came to me and proposed me........i dont know wat to do..........i just said "dont go further ....end this topic as i am not interested". First time i saw a women crying infront of me....She tried to convence me a lot ............but i said no .....ofcourse i knew that word didnt come from my heart...but she doesnt know that.......i was like a villan in that situation..........but i was helpless.....Thats a foolish behaviour from my side. She said " U would face this situation in you life and that pains u a lot".............thats happend to me as her love is true.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
My best friend
yesterday, it was bad night....fully drunken.Woke up at half eight morning and its late to class.I was simply trying to sleep once again.suddenly i got messages from India, went back to childhood time.
That was my first Telugu medium class i.e 6 th class, i got big " 0 " in 5th class Telugu exam.My papa he was too angry.....He made a drastic decision that i was going to study Telugu medium from 6th class.New college, new clases , new books bla bla....i was simply blind.I just took first bench like a good boy,suddenly a boy ,whoes name is krishna came to my place and kicked me from that seat as thats his usual place. fight began , we both were fighting like boxers and that wasnt stopped by any one.i got a unblocked punch up on my face,thats it! i dont know what happend after that.every thing in my mind was blind and i thought i died.I opend my eyes ....that was my dad infront of me...he shot me once again. I dont know what to do ,just ran from that place. couple of days later we both we became friends.We both were class mates untill undergraduation.He had choosen computers field and me? the great Biotechnology. After undergraduation he and his family went to some other place and i thought its was end to my friendship with him. but i got message tuday and saying that "how can u forgot a person who gave u a unblocked punch",remembered me abt his shot and my dad shot too.He got that mobile number from my dad.
That was my first Telugu medium class i.e 6 th class, i got big " 0 " in 5th class Telugu exam.My papa he was too angry.....He made a drastic decision that i was going to study Telugu medium from 6th class.New college, new clases , new books bla bla....i was simply blind.I just took first bench like a good boy,suddenly a boy ,whoes name is krishna came to my place and kicked me from that seat as thats his usual place. fight began , we both were fighting like boxers and that wasnt stopped by any one.i got a unblocked punch up on my face,thats it! i dont know what happend after that.every thing in my mind was blind and i thought i died.I opend my eyes ....that was my dad infront of me...he shot me once again. I dont know what to do ,just ran from that place. couple of days later we both we became friends.We both were class mates untill undergraduation.He had choosen computers field and me? the great Biotechnology. After undergraduation he and his family went to some other place and i thought its was end to my friendship with him. but i got message tuday and saying that "how can u forgot a person who gave u a unblocked punch",remembered me abt his shot and my dad shot too.He got that mobile number from my dad.
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